Far
When
I first went to university, I thought that was far. I missed my parents
terribly; but, gradually, I started calling less and less. Now I see them four
or five times a year – Christmas, birthdays, Easter. The first time I left
Sarah and Meghan in New York to train in Houston, I thought that was far. But
leaving Earth – that’s different. From this scarred ochre surface, I can just
make out a pale blue point of light in the dusty sky. Through my visor, I can
see the sand-blown Polaroid, their faces almost worn completely away. Space: that’s far.
The Martian
After
re-entry, I think I was born again, into a new body. Hurtling down to the
Earth, bracing myself all the way, when we opened the capsule, the light
pouring in seemed startling and alien. I barely recognised the calm blue water.
Now I walk down high streets rippling with them. They look like me, but I don’t
feel any connection. I was away for so long, you see. Almost three years: the
first manned mission to Mars. I look through my telescope of a clear night
until I find it, my eyes adjusting to the dim red light. Home.
Addiction
I’m
addicted. They’ve got me hooked like a ravenous fish – weighed and packaged,
too. I go in: I need my fix, need what they’re pushing. They’ve got a good set
up, all right. An entire industrial operation. My fingers seem frenzied. I
think they can see the twitch in my left eye. One heads out back to fetch more product.
It smells good – they’re expecting me, I can tell. I go up to get my fix. ‘One
grandé Americano with cream,’ I say. ‘No, wait!’ I say, my hands splayed menacingly
on the counter. ‘And an extra shot of espresso.’
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